Insert swear words of choice

Given it’s been four months since my last proper post, I would hope I would have some good news to share, but apparently not.

A bit over a year ago, I had to admit to myself that I wasn’t going to get The Theatre of Shadows, the next Vasini Chronicles novel, out by the end of 2018. I desperately hoped that I’d be able to get it out into the world in 2019, and, at that point, it looked possible. Then, at the beginning of this year I hedged my bets with the comment:

This is the top priority for the year. It’s currently sat in a virtual draw while others read it. Maybe around February, I’ll take it out and start work on the next draft. I’ll then push through so it’s in a point to publish in the second half of the year. All being well.

I’m now at stage where I have to admit that it won’t go out into the world this year.
[INSERT YOUR PREFERRED SWEAR WORD HERE]. And a hundred or so more swear words on top.

The good news is that it’s a lot closer to being out in the world, to the point where I’m so tempted to turnaround and say it will definitely be out next year. The problem is that I’ve been burnt by my own expectations twice now, so all I’m going to do is keep it vague and say it’s ‘coming soon’ with no clear definition of what soon really means.

I hate doing it (not being able to get this out into the world as quickly as I want and not being able to say when it will actually appear).

It sucks.

It [INSERT MORE SWEAR WORDS OF CHOICE] sucks.

I’ve prioritised The Theatre of Shadows to the point where I haven’t really worked on any of my other writing. There’s a novella part written, and a novel and three novellas that need editing. All — barring the odd ten minutes here and there — are likely to sit in their virtual draws until The Theatre of Shadows is done.

It sucks. Not because I’m not enjoying working on The Theatre of Shadows — I really like the story, the characters, the setting — but because I want to share it with you and I want to share the other stories as well and that’s not going to happen for some months yet.

[SWEAR WORD OF CHOICE]

Anyway, time to remind myself to take a breath, to have a little patience, that these things take time and, so long as I’m working on it, the end — and its release into the world — is getting closer each day.

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